it could have happened.
if i didnt let that opportunity slip by.
now its too late.

perhaps i'm wishing i cld turn back time.

or, perhaps not. i dont know.

looking back,
i wonder if you meant what you said.

i hate myself.

i wished things cld be the same as before.
and i dont have to look away each time i see you.
pretending that you're just another stranger.

it's just me.
everything lies with me.
but i just dont know how to react.

and sometimes because of me,
everything's gone.
things arent the way i wanted it to be,
the way you wanted it to be.

mambojambo.
incoherent entry; spewing nonsense.